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I hate November. Yes, I know it's December already, but it feels like November. Dark and grey, grey, grey.
Why can't we have snow already? At least it would give some light. It's been weeks since I've seen anything that isn't greyness outside... well, I suspect there was some sunshine the other day, but as I've been waking up so late in the day lately, it's generally sunset about 2 hours after I get up, so I don't really get to experience it.
I should be going out, getting some fresh air and all that, but going out in this weather's just making it all worse. Oh well, I will have to go out on Wednesday anyway, whether I want to or not... obviously, I don't want to, but to be honest, a full medical checkup is probably what I need right now, so I should be glad that it's obligatory and organised for me by the company. Maybe I'll finally find out what is wrong with me - although to be honest, I'm not sure what I worry about more: finding out that there is something wrong, or finding out that there is nothing wrong and I'm just going around fainting and feeling dead for no good reason at all.
Why can't we have snow already? At least it would give some light. It's been weeks since I've seen anything that isn't greyness outside... well, I suspect there was some sunshine the other day, but as I've been waking up so late in the day lately, it's generally sunset about 2 hours after I get up, so I don't really get to experience it.
I should be going out, getting some fresh air and all that, but going out in this weather's just making it all worse. Oh well, I will have to go out on Wednesday anyway, whether I want to or not... obviously, I don't want to, but to be honest, a full medical checkup is probably what I need right now, so I should be glad that it's obligatory and organised for me by the company. Maybe I'll finally find out what is wrong with me - although to be honest, I'm not sure what I worry about more: finding out that there is something wrong, or finding out that there is nothing wrong and I'm just going around fainting and feeling dead for no good reason at all.
